Repeatedly.

Almost End.

After months, finally, we are reaching the end of this semester. After two weeks of study week and two weeks of final exam, i'll start my practical training as a trainee or perhaps i can say as a photocopier, staple documents and paging tender at Zecon, not a QS firm. Who cares? i'm there to learn the office and real environment. If you wish to have full knowledge about QS work, you way quit your study and start applying as clerk at contractor firm. So, stop daydreaming and start to dream the extra works that you need to bring home, overtime and muscle cramp due to sit for a long period in one day. 

Last semester, i didn't do as much as i can. I know. i felt that. So, this time around, i'm gonna work my ass out for this semester. Maybe i found person that i want to compete with. I'm a big fan of competitor. It's on target, to beat their score no matter what i can do. Unfortunately, this semester was quite tough and i had many obligations along the way to end. The friends drama which still not even close to end, the house situations, too much work, excessive worked brain and missing the family. Plus, this semester i had MUET in the middle of the semester and didn't score on carrymarks. Big mistake. I want to but other things like really challenged me to not to do so. The one and only presentation was a wrecked. Worked my ass out for the report but turn out, the report was not handed to the lecturer rightly and the slides were messed. Should i do all the works so then everything gonna work smoothly? 

Delicate. As to avoid my brain to explode due to excessive of work and random drama, i delicate the work with the group members. Everytime, it must ended with bad results. Poor marks and low quality of works. What should i do actually? Monitoring every detail of others work? I have my own work too. End up, i controlled the last assignments which were Construction Technology : Top Down Construction (The case study at 2nd highest building at Putrajaya) and 5 plans and works of Measurement of Construction Work. IT's marks were doomed, Mandarin was fine. Bel was fine. Law's carrywarks was 50-50. Eco's marks might be worst after all RM was unknown. What i can do now is to stop nagging about it but score the final. Will focus more on Measurement, RM, Constech and Cons. Eco. the only subject can remains unknown either success or fail is Law. 

Caffeine is my blood right now. I wake up with coffee stain on my left cheek. Daily, i consume almost 3 cups of coffee. Previously, once per day but with the continuous working alive brain, i need more than one and perhaps another additional of international Red Bulls. The silver-blue-carbonated one. I can't drink the common and cheaper one cause it rubbing my throat. But, the better the taste with high level of energy, it costs me double. :/

Let see how am I survive during this study week and final exam week.