Pursuit of the Happiness.

This is the only semester that I can take a deep breath for a long period. 4 months. I’m not working if you meant to ask. What did I do during this freaking holiday? Experimenting and experienced things. They are too much to list down but what can I say is, this is the best holiday or semester break after all.

I’ll return soon. 10 days after Eid celebration. Am I ready to continue my studious life for the next 5 months? Yes, I am and I hope it still gonna be there til the end. Momentum, I meant. Right now, I’m eating my own homemade cheese macaroni along with my coffee on my left and right side, wondering when is the next time I’m gonna feel like this anymore? As much as I’m happy in shah alam, Kuching always be my home. It feels so homie.

Just now I smiled when I saw my favourite margarine still new after my mom bought for me yesterday. She knows, when my food were done, she bought again like right away. Coffee, creamer and my late snacks, both my parents gonna make sure I have those while I’m still in Kuching cause maybe they realized, that will be no one to finish the foods and no one gonna crave for late snack foods for the next 5 months. The truth is, they treat me like a princess here. That's why I’m gonna misses them so much. I love you, mom, dad.

These 4 months also bring me to real life. Get all things together. Fixing my friendship with other or at least I think so, get rid people who ruined my life and ended things that I should end months ago. I’m flying freely from a tree to another tree. It feels so damn good.

I’m gonna miss Shie so much. She has been here with me since day 1 and I can’t imagine my great, fun and warm life without her because I only can survive with these 3 person beside my parents. My sister, Shieda, my husband wanna be, Fyan Haizum and my advicer-slash-listener, Eka Nabila. Love all of you.

Life gets exciting every day. We just need to seek the happiness because god already set these for us. In other hand, if you keep thinking they will be no happiness or it’s impossible to happen to you, you will and still hide from your own happiness. Happiness and successful can’t be happen easily like you starting your car’s engine or switch on the fan but you need to struggle for it yet for the best.

Goodluck in life.